Is it a gift from GOD or a curse from satan??

 That's the question I have on my mind today. The "IT" that I'm talking about is the dream I had yesterday.  First let me say that I have suffered from nightmares for a number of years now, but for the past 3 yrs or so they haven't been happening that often thanks to some awsome friends in a "small group" that believe in the "Laying of hands"

  My friends prayed over me and the nightmares have went away for the most part but I still have some once in a while. But the dream I had yesterday was a bit more cruel or maybe hurtful but not a nightmare in the sence that you might think.

 I don't really remember every thing about it, but it was one of those dreams where I was with some friends that are not only loved but very very missed. My friend Rick a.k.a. Pinky, was there, I think my grandma and Tina's grandma were there but not sure, and other loved ones were there.

  There was nothing bad going on like in a nightmare, but what makes me wonder if it was a gift from GOD or curse from satan is the fact that after I woke up, these weird feelings stayed with me all thru my night at work and even right now.

  Feelings of wanting, longing to be near them, to touch them and talk to them. And the whole time knowing that I can't be there with them made me feel rotten all night long, on top of starting to get sick and the lack of sleep.

 If it's GOD's way of letting me see them again if only for a bit just to reasure me that they are ok and we'll be together some day then I guess it would be a gift, but at the same time I think if it's from satan then it must be that he is using what ever he can to get at my heart.

  I started to say the things I should have said years ago and at the last second...Some thing or someone stops me from saying what I want to say, what I need to say. And no matter how I hard I rry to get the words out they don't come or start to then that same things stops me again.

 Another thought just hit me. Maybe it was a gift from GOD to be able to see them and talk to them and some how satan found his way in to stop me from finishing what I needed to finish.

 I don't know what the deal is, I just know that now I hurt all over agian like it was just yesterday that they were taken away from me. And I hate that pain, that feeling of being helpless to do anything.

 So if any of you understand dreams and what they mean can you tell me?? Is it a gift from GOD or a curse from satan?? Or was it both??

 And the nightmares that I have had in the past and still have from time to time...they were about deamons trying to get me or the people I love.